Contradiction

Contradiction.... dats wad im feeling now... thats also what quite a number of ppl in choir are feeling too... We are happy that we are getting more members to our choir coz honestly, our choir is really small... but we are balanced hahaz... on the other hand, we are afraid that as more ppl get in bit by bit into choir, the strong bonds (maybe one of van der waals forces) that we had built up over the last 6 to 7 months will be diluted... like wee san and wenqi said... when christine juz came in.. it took us quite a long time to get used to her and form such a strong bond with her, so it might be hard for us to accept many new ppl in such a short period of time... haiz... dats y the contradiciton ba...

Anywayz, we are vewi close de... since our choir is so affectionate, the new members is definitely gonna be bonded wif us sooner of later de... juz hope we dun get more drama.... coz the "drama" we are have now is enough...

So... more abt my life ... went for practice wif WE todae... vewi fun... but the songs damn hard... never thought christmas carols were so challenging hahaz... anywayz... these are good training for me to open up my range hahaz... must jiayou!!... i can do it de hahaz...

Everytime after this kind of sundae pracs ill feel vewi sian... coz nxt dae got sch... i finally understand y god made sundae the dae for rest le... cos if my sundae is vewi busy... ill feel tired and sian to look forward for the nxt dae.. which is wad im feeling now... unbalanced hahaz...

Well... hope dat i can see more familiar faces in choir... hope to see my classmates get into choir!!.... choir is fun!!... but dun join bcos of ppl pressuring you... join onli if u really like singing hahaz...