SPA

Todae went for SPA.... not the relaxing kind.... the stressful A level Pracs Kind... but todae's practical was rather easy... hope can do well!!

Way before tt... in the morning, had my GP Common Test 2... i tink i screwed it up too haiz.... not good... not good.... tml still got Chinese Common Test and Econs Common Test... wanna die liao.... Actually tml can go off at 1215... den they add lessons one after another... now my release time is 445... den still haf to go for the dialougue session... so its like 6 plus... haiz.... i haf to stay in school 2x the time i was preparing for leh!!....

Todae, as usual fell asleep during Physics Lecture... so sleepy... and believe me i tried everything but slapping myself... i tried eating sweets, tried pressing my forehead... EVERYTHING... but still very sleepy... Veri scared will screw up my Physics... i really wanna do well for my Physics... its supposed to be my one other thing i can really depend on..... haiz~~~

In conclusion, my life really sux rite now... lucky got good frens around me... especially the white specs guy and my choir family... sorry if i looked really pissed off or get vewi impatient these few daes... bcos im really tired and stressed out... dunno y im feeling this way.... maybe i came out on the wrong side of the bed for the last 4 daes... hahaz.... i feel like my spiritual equilibrium is seriously messed up... this week like alot of conflict liddat....

Im seriously SICK of fighting wif ppl... or seeing ppl fight... or losing frens jus bcos of vewi stupid misunderstandings.... Honestly... i can really live better without it... Y is life so complicated??.... I had thoughts of death when i was feeling really depressed... but thank god i get oozy when i see blood... scared of heights and swallowing pills....hahaz.... Maybe i nid to get out somedae and flush out all my cooped up emotions sometime soon..... Anyone wanna sponsor me?? If u wanna make a donation, please dun hesitate to call

1900 112 XXXX

Hahaz.....