Monday, December 31, 2007

Yeah... Bk Out Again!!

its strange how different it feels where its actually the same bus, same ferry, same journey but different direction. from pasir ris to tekong... the air is dead, the bus is rather quiet hahaz... and ppl seemed tired and unwilling to be there at that point... whereas from tekong to pasir ris, the rides are rowdy, noisy but vewi festive hahaz...

hmm... maybe its juz me blocking the surrounding sounds whenever im gg from pasir ris to tekong ba... afterall... i wont wanna go there.. but i must go there...haiz... SIAN AH....

anw... training is progressive ba... as in the aching juz keeps getting worse hahaz... tho i must sae at a certain point in time i felt accustomed to the trainig le... but was onli for awhile la hahaz... and felt that pinch PC yeo was toking abt the first nite i was back there... was missing my sis... esp after wad she wrote on well... everywhere ba hahaz...

anw... thank god for letting me havin these cool bunkmates man hahaz... tink we vewi hao siao hahaz.... all the stuff we do hahaz... makes everything rather entertaining inside.. and the bees arh hahaz... one landed on my tummy can.... was totally freaking out after i saw tt bug circling ard my tummy area... den after getting rid of it... its fren came and landed on my neck hahaz... starting to feel tt i smell vewi good hahaz... like pollen hahaz...

know its kinda early hahaz... but altho it had onli been 2 weeks... it felt like 2months... it feels like a neverending journey man hahaz... tinkin of all those things i heard of command school... im not tt intersted anymore hahaz.. shall be a driver hahahz....

gg out l8r!! hahaz... happy new yr!!

Monday, December 24, 2007

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

if ur wondering why am i not updating for so loong... probably means we're not actually tt close lol!! hahaz... coz im taking new residence at TEKONG now hahaz...

apparently im not suppose to blog abt NS... so shall not say anyth abt training etc...

but im in the PTP (physical training phase) leadership batch... which means SAF haf hopes on me... training me and my fellow PTP-ers to be commanders... not tt i dun wan... but i dun really wan it either... juz see how it goes ba...

NS has alot of vewi shuai ppl hahaz... the commanders are mostly shuai hahaz... or comfortable to look at lol... anybody wan army bf??... somedae i shall find pictures lol...

and to clear up certain things abt NS...

training IS tough
water is not tt bad
food is not tt bad
ppl there are not too bad, well... actually not bad hahaz
living environment is actually ok hahaz...

so dun worry hahaz... for those havent go in yet... dun worry too much hahaz... and im sibei lucky man hahaz... i haf doors on my bathroom hahaz... other schools probably wont haf wor hahaz... and i in same bunk wif weechong hahaz... wad are the odds of that man hahaz...

well... dun forget me when i disappear hor hahaz... keep in contact hahaz... esp my inner circles hahaz...

MERRY XMAS!!

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

CHALET GANG CHALET 2007!!

WOO~ finally had the long waited choir gang chalet hahaz... started toking since mid yrs hahaz... den drag and drag and drag all the way until now hahaz... for me didnt think the chalet idea started off well... coz firstly... deciding on the actual daes of chalet was hard enuf... coz janice, jx and yasi will be overseas at different times... and hg and bwing haf their own chalets... and many of them wanted to find jobs eventually... so deciding on when was really tough... coz had to shift here and ther eto accomodate more ppl...

fianlly... decided on 9 to 11 december... den comes the booking problems... coz the chalet will be stretching from a sundae to a mondae... 3D2N... so its rather confusing... and i couldnt juz book the chalet from the internet booking systems... coz they dun recognise that... so after several emails... my sis's help... and the vewi kind costa sands employee hahaz... finally got it done wif... took several daes to cfm it... den it was 273 in total for the 2 daes... procedure wise was tough coz had to pay 144 online and 129 at the counter hahaz...

after tt was settled... came the money problem.... coz by 9 dec... most of us were broke.. not me... coz a. i saved... had abt 200 plus to spend... b. i have loving parents that gave me money hahaz... and c. i dun participate in too much heavy cost activities... but my frens werent... most of them are broke till we had to not go several places... like my kbox... still haven go hahaz... nvm.. i can karaoke at home hahaz... in front of my com hahaz... but anywayz... was glad that i can help out several ppl hahaz... coz i dun mind lending ppl money hahaz... so long as they remember they owe me money... and they remind me that they owe me money hahaz... so the 273 i divided by 10 ppl... each was 27.3... i collected 27 each... coz i felt tt the .3 was vewi messy to collect hahaz...

den to rain on my parade even more... turns out derek couldnt stay for both nites coz he had to work... and nigel too... and yasi would onli be able to ocme if she feels ok after flying back form china... bwing and hg were feeling vewi tight coz of financial issues... and bwings parents werent tt happy abt him gg off chalet-ing... so u see... since i know all these things happening to my frens relating to the chalet... how can i be happy abt this shit rite... somemore after so much shit i had to go thru... and its not tt im being unhappy at yall.. but its more like unhappy at myself for such a dumb idea i had la...

anw... so decided to go for it... i paid anywayz...

so it was me, derek, nigel, hg, jx, bwing, wee, chris, yaya and janice... so as planned....

DAE 1: [9 december 2007] - CHALET!!

i cant remmeber alot hahaz... alot of things are real fuzzy now... and i wasnt in the influence of alohol hahaz... probably the constant wet weather damaged my memory hahaz...

i met up wif chris first... she had to return me my huan huan ai tt my sis wanted... so she came to my place first... den we set off to hg central together... we saw my sis on the bus hahaz... and i kept saying... wah... my sis damn chio rite hahaz... i tink i was vewi high hahaz... anw... we took 89 down... carrying alot of barang barang... including mj tiles hahaz... the 89 was a single deck... and it took damn long hahaz... even though it went thru the TPE hahaz... but it was accpetable long hahaz... havent been on a ride tt could beat my weekly ride to SAFRA bukit merah when i was sec2 hahaz... anw... nearly KOed in the bus hahaz... if it wasnt for TVmobile... i would have really gone cased hahaz.. was kinda relief i had no calls or smses on the bus coz we were like 20 min late hahaz... but until we reached pasir ris dr 1 weesan smsed chris.. and she was kinda pissed when we told her to meet up wif derek and nigel first... strange ppl... they tink too much hahaz...

when we reahced... we met up wif wee onli... coz apparently... een tho we set to meet at 1.30... derek was still at kembangan... not the MRT stn... at 1.55... and wee looked really unhappy hahaz... but tink it has nth to do wif derek's absence... its more like coz of the things chris and i said hahaz... anw... turns out we could onli check in at 2.30 coz the room not ready yet... but i still got the key... and so... we ate our lunch b4 gg in... we ate at the stall near mr bean wif the vewi noisy china women gg... wanna eat anyth... and they start reciting their menu... they are DAMN NOISY!! anw... i tot their chicken noodle soup was not bad hahaz... tho it looked exactly the same as maggie mee... and its 3 dolla... but i tot it was not bad hahaz... its tt kinda thing u would eat in a rainy dae hahaz... but 3 dolla is still ex hahaz... and wee was like... y are u eating a 3 dolla maggie mee... u come all this way to dwntwn to eat maggie mee???...

anw... after gg in the room.... found a few relaly bad things abt the room... firstly... the key nearly got stuck in the card holder hahaz... and shant sae how we took it out coz tink its not vewi good for other ppl to know hahaz... but it was damn funnny hahaz.... and the toilet light was flickering hahaz... like haunted liddat hahaz... the toilet door will open by itself if not closed properly and when the front door is opened hahaz... and one of the drawn out beds have literally no mattress... lastly... the air con was peeing hahaz... actually more like spraying... like other ppl's saliva hahaz... but still haf to make do wif it la hahaz...

den we started playing mj until nigel and derek arrived... somewhere ard 4... den played mj all the way till abt 7 were the 5 of us decided to go haf dinner hahaz... during which went cheers... planned wad to do l8r etc hahaz... when we went back.. ch5 was showing haunted mansion so we watch tt till the rest came from their WE pracs... nigel was vewi irritating wif his channel surfing hahaz... but it was damn useful at times coz his fingers were vewi fast wif the remote hahaz... and his hands were long enuf coz the remotes are like stuck on the wall... its a vewi stupid move for costa sands hahaz...

after the movie was over... we started plaing games to play forfeits hahaz... played alot of small games... some are rather dumb hahaz... but we were damn high hahaz... the forfeits were quite scary hahaz... some are damn embrassing hahaz... and most are aimed at derek hahaz... can tell hahaz... we payed until the security guards came to quietened us dwn hahaz... coz it was like 3 in the morning le hahaz... anw.. after tt.. we finshed ff the games and went to bed hahaz... couldnt sleep coz wasnt tired... and there were snores all ard the place... and nigel head vewi big hahaz... cannot share pillow wif him so i leant towards hong guang hahaz... got some sleep... quality was not bad hahaz... coz no dreams at all... and was wokened up by derek coz he had to leave early hahaz... he damn hao siao... got ready le still sqeezed himself in the more sqeezy area to sleep b4 he left hahaz... den still woke me up somemore... tsk tsk derek hahaz... like to sleep in a pool of guys rite hahaz...

DAE 2: [10 december 2007] - Cycling Adventures!!

w/o derek... it was onli 8 ppl left... this was the dae yasi supposed to come.. but she decided not to in the end... so onli left the 8 of us... we played indoors for the morning... and afternoon... coz it was raining... again.... so bo bian... stay indoors... after gg out to eat breakfast... ALL LONG PANCAKES.... VEWI GOOD!! hahaz... anw... was playing bridge.. coz was rather sick of mj after playing it all dae on sundae... so now play bridge... won 6 times in a row until i smugged abt it... hahaz... den i lost the kui hahaz... but still managed to win some la hahaz... den payed some daidee hahaz... nigel was damn funny hahaz... tot he would be rather bored w/o derek hahaz... but he still damn fun the whole dae hahaz...

we went cycling in the afternoon... i dunno how to cycle... so jan and i rented the DOUBLE BIKE hahaz... jan damn pro can hahaz... felt damn safe behind her hahaz.. and was super happy paddling hahaz... wee was rather unhappy abt he whole cycling thing at first hahaz... but tink she had a good time ba hahaz... jan and i... chris and nigel got to the spider web thing in pasir ris park hahaz... i could climb it hahaz... felt accompished altho i was at the shorter checkpoint.. fearing that i couldnt find my way down hahaz... but was damn high when i was rather high up le hahaz and was doing the natasha poses while climbign up hahaz... was damn fun hahaz... but it atrated drizzling... and the drizzle soom became rain... so we cycled off the the pavilon to wait for the rain to cease... chris ended up in the taller pavilon wif wee theyall... and jan. nigel and i ended up the the lower one.... we were like stuck there coz we had no phones and we cant possible shout to communicate.. .tho i felt tt if we shouted the 2 grps could hear ea other ahhaz... we started playing really dumb things to pass off time and as time goes by... the pavilion became flooded so we ran up to the higher one instead hahaz... was semi wet le hahaz... after meeting up wif the rest ran back dwn to get the bikes... b4 cycling crazily back to the chalet hahaz... tho dangerous hahaz... but cycling in the rain was SUPER FUN!!! hahaz... was like wet all over hahaz... hg and jx came back shirtless.. .woo~ hahaz... and heard tt they actually stopped quite long contemplating hwether to take their shirt off in the rain hahaz... was damn hao siao hahaz... glad we didnt like got vewi sick due to the rain hahaz... went back and quickly bathe... and went out to dinner... note... we survived the whole dae... since ard 11am to 8pm... on a all long pancake hahaz...

anw... nigel left b4 we ate dinner... so at the dinner table it left onli the 7 of us... which made me felt like we were in survivor:costa sands where nigel and derek were eliminated hahaz... anw... ate curry chicken hahaz... vewi nice hahaz... made me felt warm again... but den i went to eat cold sweet potato soup... which made me felt cold again hahaz... bad move~... hahaz... after tt.. they were watchin muo nu youxi back at the chalet where i fell asleep hahaz... for 1 hr hahaz... den we went off night cycling... was suppose to go tho the spider web again hahaz... coz i wanted to do better hahaz... but instead... dey tot me how to cycle... coz its mountain bikes... it is not easy hahaz... and i keep leaning to the side hahaz... smth wrong wf me hahaz... in the end... b4 i got it rite... we had to go back coz we felt drizzles again... so we went to the escape entrance to continue learning hahaz... almost got it le hahaz... shall find time to learn again... on a BMX this time... coz the mountain bike too tall... sit until my butt vewi pain hahaz...

DAE 3: [11 december 2007] - ESCAPE!!

anw... we rented the bikes overnite so we were like... muz make full use hahaz... so we went out cycling again the next morning... we went back to the spider web ahahz... and i got the the higher checkpoint this time hahaz... woo~ hahaz... had a lil problem climbing down hahaz... but it felt great! hahaz... after tt... we went back to the chalet... wash up... packed and left... we went to burger king... some of us were eating the 1.95 breakfast... others were eating macs in BK hahaz... and we left the macs thrash there hahaz... after tt.. .we went escape!!!

now hg gone le... so onli left the 6 of us.... this grp of ppl were taking damn slow to buy tiks... thank god we took the other line... dey were making the ppl behind them SUPER UNHAPPY!!!... coz they were a grp of abt 10 buying tickets one by one... we played a bunch of stuff... was to start wif go karts... but it started raining after we got to sit on the karts... i was SUPER PISSED!!... but anw.. we went to play viking instead... was at the centre... but wass till super freaked out... but i had my eyes opened... chrisitne was damn shocked coz she was damn scared too hahaz... and she was like damn pro at rides hahaz... after tt... ewnt to play wild and wet... damn cooL!!! hahaz... i wanna play again hahaz... was kinda worried abt the 15m thing... but it was SUPER OK hahaz.. was shouting like mad hahaz... wanted to go a second time... but ti was rianing agian... -_-"...

anw... went on the saucer thing... not fun de.... went on rainbow hahaz... can really see changi airport control tower man hahaz... went to the haunted house... was ok... nth really scary hahaz... maybe coz i was at the back and couldnt see much lol!!... went on the family coaster... ws faster than i tot hahaz... and lastly.. we went on viking agian hahaz... this time i was at the side... i closed my eyes hahaz... and was screaming like crazy hahaz... lol!!... luckily it rained... if not we would have wen tfor the inverter... it was damn puke - inducing looking at it le la... i wanna play the superman thing... it was closed for maintainance... i wanna play ahahz...!!

tink this chalet was TOTALLY AWESOME!! hahaz... had lots of fun hahaz... lots of adventure hahaz... thx guys for coming hahaz... and derek!!... you owe me money!!

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Class BBQ!!

hahaz... was SUPER LATE for 0611 BBQ todae hahaz...

actually i wanted to be late... coz if u had been for a BBQ... u would know that there are always similar things that will happen for each BBQ...

1. when they said they will start the BBQ at 0X00 Hrs... the fire will always only start at 0(X+1)00 Hrs and food will only be served by 0(X+1)30 Hrs...

2. there will be LOTS of chicken wing... ppl tend to feel that chicken wings are necessities for BBQ so there will always be LOTS and LOTS of chicken wings... but not much ppl will eat the chicken wings...

3. Someone will alwayz haf accidents while toasting their marshmellows...

so i tot... y bother reaching punctually??... so i msged ppl to find out when the bbq starts... which was 5... so i intended to reach at 6.30 hahaz... but smthing unexpected happened todae hahaz... the weather was like shit... or rather lao sai coz its watery shit hahaz... the moment i steped out my slipers were soaked hahaz... and also bcoz of the big and heavy rain... i tot... if tit was bright and sunny dey will take till 6.30 for food to appear... den if its raining... so i ended up procrastinating... until a point where i was at my void deck opening ym umbrella when i found out it was alr 6.30 hahaz... den ended up reaching downtown at 7.45 hahaz... but the good news is... i was rite... they juz started BBqing and heres alr sausages and hotdogs hahaz... so i started eating hahaz...

didnt stay for vewi long hahaz.. left at ard 10.30 hahaz.. after 2 rounds of bridge hahaz... to tink clever guys like lewis and yanrui are actually pretty slow on bridge wahahhaz... im so evil hahaz...but weechong's cards are damn hard to read can hahaz...

and.. todae damn wierd... had alot of encounters hahaz...
firstly... yihang came... to me tts a wonder hahaz...
secondly.. i saw JULIET!! hahaz... she still stand in front of me for quite a while b4 i noticed it was her hahaz... den i was pretty shocked hahaz... her hair grew longer le hahaz...
thirdly, saw my MAKE MUSIC NOT MISSILES shirt hahaz... except this time.. i was wearing it too hahaz... and the other person's a girl hahaz.. and she was like.. this si my brothers shirt la in a vewi uncomfortable manner hahaz... guess there were more copies in the chalet that i didnt see hahaz...
and lastly... i saw yong nian at Kovan when wee and i alighted form the cab hahaz... long time no see ahahz...

anw... for those looking for a job.. i got a job opportunity hahaz...

my sis... working in maybank... is looking for temp staff:

- $6/Hr
- mostly admin stuff... probably need to do calling for confirmation etc
- credit card dept
- job onli starts after 28 dec coz tts when the original temps are leaving
- the availability are still not 100% confirmed so if u haf job offers alr... juz take hahaz... if u still dun haf den can consider... tho can garuntee that u'll haf the job hahaz...

if u nid more details can call me hahaz...

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

10 more days....

hmm... didnt realised it was sooooooo near le hahaz... so maybe tts y didnt feel too overwhelmed by it hahaz... but still dun get y everyone makes NS seem so negative hahaz... or maybe coz i was sooo damn negative abt NS b4 tt i dun feel negative abt it anymore hahaz...

李秀恩 was telling me to stop writing in chinese coz too much chinese words make her dizzy and nauseous... so i shall purposely write her name in chinese every now and then hahaz...

was pretty much rotting again at home hahaz... but not rotting through the wonders of the TV and Cable in my room... but rather Warcraft III in my com hahaz... i still suck at it hahaz... but i haf cheat codes hahaz... when i feel useless up to a point where i juz cant stand it anymore... cheat codes are fun to use hahaz...

saw 李秀恩's friend's blog juz now hahaz... ok la... its not tt bad looking... but its damn gross hahaz...

played MJ at my house the other dae wif 李秀恩, junxian, bwing and hongguang hahaz... had problems playing 5 ppl hahaz... coz one will haf to step down a few games hahaz... lucky my dog was entertaining enuf hahaz... tink bwing not scared of my dog bah hahaz... its so cute can hahaz... won more than usual hahaz... its the home kui hahaz...

however... smth damn drama happened after they left hahaz... as i was eating my mee pok halfway hahaz... my dog came to my room... and i didnt even notice her hahaz... den my mum was trying to play wif her... but she juz didnt move... den she started vommiting.... 3 times... den she got damn soft and nearly fell on her side... den my mum was like: HOW?!?!?!... COOKIE!! COOKIE!! like she's gonna pass out soon... but her eyes were like so WIDE open hahaz... anw... den we swiftly sent her dwn to see the vet... energency case... so its an extreememly expensive visit to the vet... and the irony was... she was ok when she reached the vet's hahaz... oh ya... after she shat on my mum's hands hahaz... anw... this visit cost 150 bucks hahaz... damn ex can!!... for some cat food (yup! cat food) and med den in the end she didnt even take hahaz...

but its good seeing her being ok hahaz... well... all i can sae is... b4 she dies.. i'll probably kana scared to death by my mum first hahaz...

Sunday, December 02, 2007

有没有把刀借给我

有没有把刀借给我
好让我把耳朵给切除
这样就不用听见一些不想听见的事

听不见世界的吵杂
听不见世人的烦恼
听不见邻居的吵闹
听不见家人的争吵
听不见亲人的发泄
听不见朋友的哭诉
听不见爸爸的指责
听不见妈妈的叹气
听不见大人的问题
听不见小人的奸诈
听不见病人的痛苦
听不见爱人的离开
听不见彼此的误解
听不见别人的拒绝
听不见自己的矛盾
听不见自己的无奈


只听得见自己的思绪
只听得见自己的宁静



快来把我的听觉带走把。。。
我舅舅最近因病情恶化,昏迷不醒被送入医院。

其实当时知道这消息的我,感触没这么深。可能是因为我与舅舅之间的感情不这么浓厚,或者是因为自私的我正沉迷在这一段仅剩不多欢乐气氛里,不想花上任何心思为舅舅担忧。本来今天是要去医院探病的,但从在医院里的表哥那传来了不想的消息,不禁使我害怕了起来,因为若我真陪同妈妈去探病,可能会遇上我最不想看到的情景。

现在的我思绪很乱,充满这矛盾。一面的我非常的不舍,毕竟他是我的舅舅,知道他病成这样,无论是谁都会感到心酸吧。但另一面的我又感到气愤,因为他又不是不知道他身体的状况,也不是第一次入院了,那又为何不把身体照顾好呢?

舅舅这场病也让我看到了很多,看懂了很多。我看到了家人之间的情义,一向装做不闻不问的大舅到了这是也漏出了担心。我看到了我妈妈的坚强,我知道她心里一定有很多的不安,但她也从没在我们面前表现担忧,事事以笑戴过。同时,我也看到了人们实际的那一面,在舅舅病危时,也听到了关于财产的消息。当然也见识了人生不可预知的一面,昨日还能走能跳,谁知今日就已失去意识,那么明日将会发生什么,怎么想也不可能知道。

虽然机会颇为渺茫,但还是希望舅舅好起来

Saturday, December 01, 2007

I'VE GOT MAIL!!

hahaz... i haf mail todae.. mostly from army related stuff hahaz...

Mail #1: Corporate Battles...

from the sound of it i tot it was from SMU or other business schools hahaz... den after i opened it... realised it was actually from the NAVY... seriously... can the NAVY stop sending me things... im definitely not interestd in joining you guys.. i alr find it amazing that im accepting te ARMY... but NAVY... not in a million yrs man... coz first and foremost... I CAN'T SWIM!! but i gotta praise the creativity of the NAVY... after the gamecards thay sent all of us the last time... they actualy followed up wif a board game titles: corporate battles... now u see how misleading it was...





Mail #2: Edusave Bursary hahaz...

Yay!... i finally got back my bursary streak ever since the lousy grades i got last yr hahaz... anw... couldnt get it le since my dad got a job... and my mum.. and my sis too hahaz... so total pay muz be over 4K le hahaz.... but im ok coz i know tt im the top 25% hahaz... tts satisfying enuf hahaz... altho no more 300 dolla la...

Mail #3: RSAF greeting card...

i haf no idea was RSAF is hahaz...until todae... Republic of Singapore Air Force hahaz... now i find this even stranger than the NAVY... im too short to be pilot.. and too uninterested to join the air force hahaz... butt he card was super cool hahaz... when i open it it plays a taking off sound hahaz... damn cool hahaz... i can use it to scare my dog hahaz...



dun get my dad smtimes... he waskes up early.. .watch TV... turns the volume up and wake me up... den in the afternoon he falls back asleep... cant he juz wake up in the afernoon...

anw... juz now when my dad cmae out of the toilet...

dad: do u smell carrot soup? (talking to my mum)
mum: no...
dad: really?... i got smell leh...
mum: u wanna drink isit...

hahaz... den my mum came and told me how my dad was trying to ask her to cook carrot soup for him later... altho they often dun talk to each other... and more... but tink its these little tings that i tink is great between them hahaz...