SYF - 18 Days Away!!

Ooohhh.... SYF is so near... is like 2 weeks away..... getting really nervous

Todae i forgot got morning sectionals at 8... still happy happy tell my mummie wake me up at 8.30 hahaz... den woke up ard 8.39 to see jun xian's sms "Where are you arh?"... .den nigel msg me saying he'll be late... hahaz... he shuda msged jun xian... den in hte end we rched sch ard same time hahaz.... sorry jun xian!

Den tink todae's practice not bad.... my first practice as a tenor 1 hahaz... can sing the easier to get but harder to sustain notes hahaz... now my voice a li tired.... hahaz... used too much wrong place hahaz... but todae my F was ok... not so throaty... hahaz... at least its better than usual hahaz...

Miss Ong de xin1 qing2 is not vewi good todae.... she was ok in the morning... and she said tenors improved hahaz... yay!!... she sae we sound more like 1 voice now and we are more in tune hahaz... but after she said tt... we like too complacent le hahaz... start to lose focus.... maybe we were trying to hear whether that we really sounded better dat we lost focus in our own singing hahaz... anw... it was ok.... :)

After tt we went for lunch... den Miss Ong got rather not happy after tt... maybe it was the auditions she had wif some of the j1s... can see her face become SUPER BLACK...

Den after tt was getting ready for the rehearsel... but b4 tt... out vewi efficient attitude (maybe for J2s) made us haf sectionals.... well... actually is juliet telling us go for sectonals hahaz... either way.. tink todae sectionals was like normal... and poh boon was getting really pissed wif certain ppl's attitude bah... he oso bcome vewi face balck black hahaz... but nvm... im there to try and cheer him up a bit hahaz... jia you!!... anw... jx sae my beat is vewi consistent hahaz... like it when he praises me hahaz... i so bu2 yao4 lian3 hahaz....

Den its rehearsel time!! we went to LT4 to rehearse for college dae preformance of the asthetics grps hahaz... sang sai sai and tres.... the girls nvr come in for tres.. .which made Miss Ong's face turn from black to blackish red hahaz... like going to blow up le hahaz... can see she's not vewi hapy wif us todae... den after which we went to the hall to practice the college song which we'll be singing wif hte band playing... wah... band sounds really good!!... think they can get gold hahaz... Jia You WeeChong!! hahaz... i so chirpy todae hahaz...

The teachers sae we look vewi un-spirited hahaz... and my jrs told me she can feel the "bu-shuang-ness" between choir and band hahaz.... coz when mr quek thanked us first can feel this SHA1 QI4 soming from the band... make me feel vewi stretched coz my buddy in band leh...

Anw... after tt Miss Eunice, Miss Ong, Juliet, Poh Boon, Leo and Zipeng was telling us abt their feelings abt choir now... felt like crying but was trying to ren hahaz... we really need to work hard... its really now the NOW OR NEVER feeling... its either we get gold for syf or we will nvr get anpther chance at it again.... so muz jia you... not only us... but also the J1s... the whole choir muz jia you togehter kkz hahaz...

Think we made improvement... and our songs and interpretation is giving us so called an edge bah hahaz... we can do it de!!... Jia yOu Jia You Jia You!! Whoosh~~

Concerts Concerts!!

Yesterdae was APPASSIONATA... NYJC concert in collaboration wif Hai Sing Catholic and Wild Empire...

It was really bad.... to me....

Hodie was ok ... but feel like no impact... even it was our opening... and poh boon said back row still got ppl singing the wrong thing....

Suprisingly O Magnum was ok hahaz... i cracked coz too low cant use falsett... but vewi soft so no one heard hahaz... and it turned out pretty much better than our practices...

But Sai Sai and Tres Cantos was SUPER LOUSY!!

Sai Sai... each section like never prepare hao... den actions oso vewi luan... like nvr practice vewi well... and ppl were like playing... pithcing was off... timing was vewi off... sianz

Tres Canots was alrite... juz the feel is not there... and my performance was oso not vewi nice... i can be more man de hahaz... anw... ppl start to stomp vewi hard on hte risers and form my sisters recording i can onli hear the stomping and not the singing... and we were rushing and the ppl rushing were not even looking and miss ong's directions.. tt is wads worse abt it...

Im simple words... i super f***ing pissed....

i feel like the J1s are super not committed... i did not spend so much time singing.. performing and practising to get a COP at the end of SYF... its not fair to me or any other J2s that haf worked like siao for the last 12 months.... i miss my 20 ppl choir...

Anw... den todae went to watch PJC's Concert...

They were so good!!!... made me feel super dui bu qi to Miss Ong and our vouice trainers... so dui bu qi to my frens and family who saw our mess... and their performce were super good... make me fear that we are really going towards a cop or even a scolding from hte judges after SYF...

haiz... now really stressed le... must work harder... muz get GOLD!!!... feel so bu4 gan1 xing1 for our performance yesterdae... believed we could do better...