I&R

I&R = Insights and reflections.... well or it can mean I&R = Idiotic and redundant.... well... its juz another crappy thing we poor poor 2006 batch of JC1 have to put up wif...

I realised smthing...

No. of spelling and gramatic error i type ∝ The length of my fingernails

Haha... studying maths... anywayz... i measured the white part of my fingernail at an astonishing 4mm todae... well.. im gonna cut it later.... i know many ppl... especially women will be like... chey... 4mm onli... but to a guy... its damn long liao... and yasi was telling me my fingers looked like devil's fingers... wait till she sees this hahaz...

Anywayz... whenever my fingernails gets long... i will accidentally hit some keys that i didnt want to... so my words will be like the following if i type vewi fast:

I( hagf sa pet chihuahua.,......

but wad i cant explain is i dun knw y... my grammer will suck whenever my nails get long... that.. i dun knw y....

anywayz....

THX!!!

to NYChoir for buying me my bdae present... really dig the cap....

and SPECIAL THKS to WEE SAN, JANICE and CHRISTINE MUMMIE.... u knw wad... my real mum is called chris too hahahz...

anywayz.. thx for the vewi cool shirts u guys bot me... but the shirts too big lar... so im givin it away... dun be mad.. it hurts me to give them away hahaz... im so possesive...

BTW..i got a momo liaoz!!... called MORREN... hahaz...

MORREN..... kinda blur... like me hahaz

Anywayz... promos are coming and i dun tink ill be blogging until promos are over...

So... everyone muz work hard for promos k!! Especially choir... we really nid ppl...

hahaz... look like new yr hor hahaz... anywayz... JIA YOU LE!!

再见

Im not closing the blog if ur thinking hahaz....
Thats de title of my recent chinese compo that my teach said was vewi well done!!....
i got pretty decent marks... hee.... 24 - 4 / 30 bcos i worte 8 wrong words... so minus 1/2 each.... so suey... couldve gotten an A.. now its a B.... haiz... shuda checked dictionary hahaz...

anywayz... im pretty happy wif wad i wrote.. althought its abt a funeral... but its a good piece of work hahaz... and my teacher want me to type it out so he can share it wif my schoolmates... and since ive already typed it out... so i might as well put it here too!!

<<再见>>

今天是外婆出殡的日子。从目睹她在病床上安祥的闭上双眸，直到终于要为她生命
里最后一次离别而画下的休止符，一切虚幻地像场梦， 但却和心里的万分不舍一样的真实。

大家都到齐了，换上自己该穿上的丧服，准备为外婆点上丧礼的最后几柱香。大家面无表情，但都在非常努力地压抑着泪水。当我看着外婆遗照上那慈祥的笑容，不知是否是被烟醺着的关系，泪水一下涌了出来，但我拼命的忍着，害怕我的眼泪会掘起大家悲伤的情绪。

巴士来了，舅舅们确定大家都准备好了之后，我们便脱下脚上的鞋，赤脚集合排成三行，就如小学生郊游，但气氛完全相反。太阳高挂在天空中，四射的阳光把乌黑的马路晒得滚烫，不过脚上所承受的痛完完全全比不过那别离的痛。就这样一步一步地走，泪水也就这样一滴一滴地掉落，打在脚板上。可能是因为太热了，或者是因为舅舅们觉得心意也做到了，因此把我叫上巴士，让巴士把我们载到焚化场去。

在巴士上，阿姨们的眼睛明明早已哭红了，但她们还是硬挤出一丝微笑，派水给我们。我当时觉得他们好坚强，可能是外婆遗传给他们的吧。 我小时候很好哭， 所以每当到外婆家玩，外婆总是会抓紧机会，跟我讲些故事，而故事背后的道理总是做人要坚强，否则是不会成大器的。 虽然外婆的金玉良言早已深深烙印在我的心中，但这场别离还是让我忍不住，掉下眼泪。

到了焚化场，我们被带入一个送别的小房间，焚化场的工人便把外婆的棺木推进焚化炉。 看着凶猛的火焰缓缓侵蚀棺木，透过玻璃，我似乎感受到外婆被焚化的热温，但心却是越来越凉。我压抑已久的眼泪终于夺眶而出。原本安静的房间一下被大家的哀号声给填满了。

火灭了，棺木也被烧尽了。多少不舍和痛惜，多少哀号和哭泣， 终于沉淀了，凝结了，凝结成一片寂静，凝结成一个生命的休止符。我也只能怀抱着对外婆的思念及回忆，在心里默默地说了一句“再见”。
邓栋绮 0611

Hahaz... nice ma??... if nice den tag me some encouragement... make me feel happier hahaz!!...

I Got Tagged!

Name 11 people you can think of right now in your head.*three of which must be the opposite sex*After that tag at least 5 people to do this.

1.Wee Chong
2.Qishuo
3.WeiJi
4.Chun Lam
5.Jolyn
6.WenQi
7.SieFen
8.KaiBin
9.Janice
10.WanLin
11.Jie Ning

1.How did you meet 10?
Choir... we're the secretaries!!

2. What would you do if you never met 2?
Hmm.... Ill Probably llive a lot sadder coz hes my bud!

3.What would you do if 9 and 11 dated?
i'll LOL den faint.... Cos its nt onli impossible... its immoral

4. Do you like 7?
Good Frens... no further interest

5. Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?
Again.... Lesbians... pls refer to Qn3

6. Describe 3
Relaible... a bit wierd smtimes... but one of the most loyal frens u can ever have!!

7. Do you think 8 is attractive?
Im not gay... but he is the Chio Bu of choir hahaz

8. Tell me something about 9
Shes the Alto SL of NYChoir... a super nice person... always vewi happy and optimistic one!!

9. Do you know any of 4's family?
Parents, brother

10. Whats 5's favourite things?
Shopping, Go Kbox, Watch Movie, billy bomber's milkshake, bargain things that looks nice, her earings that she always wear to school..........women haf alot of favourite things one...

11. What would you do if 10 confesses he likes you?
Hes a She... and...... i might cry hahaz

12. What language does 6 speak?
English, CHinese... H2 Chinese Student somemore!!

13. Who is 9 going out with?
Erm.. i tink i knw but i cant tell..... =X

14. How old is 8 now?
Turned 17 10 days ago

15. When was the last time you talked to 1?
Hmm...less than an hr... saw him on msn

16.What is 2's favourite band/singer?
Ayumi Hamasaki

17. Would you ever date 7
No.

18. Would you ever date 11?
NO.

19.Have you ever seen 8 naked?
OMG!!!... NONONONONO!!!


Erm... i dun haf much links....
Kaibin, Janice, Wan Lin, Jiening and erm.... Jeanie??
If u wan to do den do... if dun wan den nvm... know all of urall good enuf hahaz...

Kboxin' on Bdae!!

Hahaz... before i start, let me jus giv a BIG BIG THANKS!!!... to everyone who made my bdae fabulous!!... Thx Mummie for the bdae supper hahaz!! WeeChong, WeiJi, Chunlam... thx for kbox and ur enthusiasm abt making me happy hahaz... Sandy Jie Jie for buying me a bag for bdae and bringing me shopping and the very nice dinner at DOME... Thx Wenqi ahma for toking to me on the phone... and My dear sis for listening to me talk abt my wonderful dae even when its like 2 plus... in the morning... hahaz...
And more bdae blessings!!

QiShuo Bezt BUd!! @ i forgot too -- but i knw u said it once last week anywayz hahaz... and im pretty sure u said it another time last nite hahaz

WenQI AHmA!! @ 9.58AM -- Dun worry... not angry at u bcos i knw u slp liao hahaz...

Jian Ming @ 11.16AM -- I forgot who u are leh hahaz... but thx anywayz!!

Shang Yi TrustI CheM ReP @ 11.27AM

Chun Lam @ I forgot -- He said to me 'live' at Kbox hahaz

SiS Again... @ 5.00PM -- u haf vewi impecable percision in timing siah...

Wan Lin @ 9.09PM -- Secretary ROX!!

Derek PaPA @ 11.48PM -- Last one!!... u ruined WanLin's target of being the last one hor....

THX!!... My life would be ntohing without all of u!!

Yesterdae went Kbox wif the guys.... my voice is super good yesterdae... can hit alot of high notes... vewi vewi vewi happy hahaz... juz wished it wasnt tt EX... nvm... my cous say nxt time can try party world hahaz...

After kbox we went to walk ard taka... bcos i nid to go bag searching... and my cous got taka vouchers so will be good if buy there... as we looked... we looked into the taka's toy fair... the bear bear there are so cute... and the guys wanted to buy me one... so touched hahaz...

i want this one!!

hahaz... buy me when u all strike 4D hahaz....

Den we went ard walking.. coz my cous haven reached yet... so we wander and wandered... until i oso dunno where we were hahaz... i easily get lost in shopping malls hahaz... oh ya.. i got lost in kinokinuya or kinukinoya... or wadever... bcos its so big..... hahaz... i vewi blur rite hahaz...

Anywayz.. chun lam went to crystal jade to buy things... den he bot me a sponge cake hahaz...


Hahaz... its really nice.. though its far far aprat from the average bdae cake.. but i still appreciate it hahahz... Weiji bot me drinks too hahaz... u guys r damn machi to me la hahaz... thx!!

After which... i attempted to go bk to Taka SC and i got lost in kino.... wadever...

Den i met up wif my cous and we went to buy the bag... after walking from place to place for 2 hrs hahaz.... Anywayz i ended buying this rather boring looking bag... but my sis says its 'generic'... means not a trend but can last for a long time... hahaz... anywayz it looks like this



Boring looking rite?... but got lots of compartments so nvm... can use for a long time... and can use as laptop bag after i haf a laptop hahaz...

Den my cous treat me to dinner!!... at DOME... really not bad... i like the ice cream cake she bot!!...



looks damn nice rite... it taste nice too....

Anywayz... i took pix of all my presents... even if there went meant as bdae present or juz gifts for no reasons hahaz...

• The black shirt and grey tee is fr my cous bcos her husband cant fit hahaz...
• The Tickets are fr my mom... bcos she won them from some lucky draw hahaz...
• Ang Bao also fr Mummie... dunno how much inside hahaz
• The badges are fr my couz also bcos i want smthing to deco my boring boring bag...
• The Green Tee is nice... a bit too small for me... but its 9 bux so juz wear at home lor...
• Wrist bands os also my couz's suggestions to deco my bland bland bag...

Well... tts all... hmm.. vewi nice... this is like the nest bdae i had ever had!!... THX!!

WooHoo!! BDAE BOY!!

First of all... i must sae this vewi "qiao" thing...

This is my 89th post

Todae is 8/9

Which is my bdae 8/9/89

I juz luv this number!!


Anywayz... its gonna be my bdae soon.... well now its actually 11.44PM... 44... another number that frequently pop up infornt of me... but i like 89 better

So far i got some bdae blessing liaoz...

Yong Jian @ 10.18pm

Leo @ 11.09pm -- Didnt expect this... but thx anywayz

Hakim @ 11.16pm

Jason @ 11.17pm



Vewi Pro rite... i always feel ppl who can do this are vewi liao bu qi... bcos i cant do it hahaz....

Wee San (Big SIS)@ 11.19pm -- Dun worri... doesnt matter wad time u smsed me... i appreciate it!!.. Thx !!

A big big Thank YEW!!!... usually i dun haf alot of ppl say happie bdae to me one... my social circle is super super small de... hahaz... anywayz... thx!!... i really appreciate it de!!

Todae actually wanted to mug one... but i woke up too late... bcos i watch oprah until 5 yesternite hahaz... den i woke up at 2.15 pm... so i tot... juz do chem... but i got stuck at the first qn... so depressed... and the TYS answers are as good as no answers lor... haiz...

Anywayz... juz said happie bdae to my sis!!... we haf the same bdae.. isnt tt cool!!

My real SiS @ 12 Midnite!!....

DUnno if u got come my blog anot... but im really happy to be ur bro... although we didnt talked much when i was younger.. but im glad to see how strong we bonded!!... Thank You!!... Luv Ya!!

Wah... more bdae greetings!!

Wee Chong!! Buddy!! @ 12.01am -- THX!!... Buddy!!

Wei Ling @ 12.01am

Janice @ 12.01am

Christine Mummy @ 12.02am -- Thx Mummy!!.. i like the picture!!

Kaibin (Gor) @ 12.03am -- Thx Gor Gor!!

Yiteng @ 12.05am -- Another unexpected one hahaz... thx

Wah.. my phone jammed from all the message hahaz.. THANKYEW!!

Well... my mum sae i can go kbox tml... coz its my bdae... and my cous buying me bag tml !! So Thx in advance hahaz!!!

And here im waiting.. some of my closest frens haven sms me yet... makes me sad... T.T....

Den weiji smsed me.... its abt time... i ask him go out the whole dae liao he now den reply me....

Wei Ji @ 12.18am.... Study Study Study.... nxt time reply me faster....

And someone i presume from PJ smsed me... i dun knw who u are... but THX anywayz!!
*** Tok TOk Tok *** (New Message)
Now i knw liao.... okok....thx...from my ahma's church hahaz

Jolene @ 12.26am.... same bdae too!! Happie Bdae!!

Sandy (My Fav Cous) @ 12.45am ... hahaz.... better late than never hahaz

Hmm.... I shall presume the rest fell asleep liaoz hahaz.... Nvm.... Its ok.... kinda angry but nvm... ill get over it.... besides im too lazy to wait liaoz...

Got plenty of unexpected ppl... but not bad... at least im still happie!!

Im 17!! hahaz... my mum cant believe it too hahaz....

Bored Bored Bored

Yesternite alr vewi bored...... Todae whole dae vewi bred... until i went church.... den i was vewi bored after church.... yes i know... church..... Maybe bcos its sundae todae... so its like my body clock feel like tml got school... so injected some sianness into my bloodstream....

The dae before the dae before i went to kbox wif me marist ppl!!...

[ Marist ppl : ME... Wee Chong.. Weiji... Qishuo and Charles Chan]

was quite fun la... but chun lam not there so no one sing wif me... onli got weechong.. .den most of the songs i know he dun knw much... so we ended up singing alot of S.H.E songs... den i was thinking, y am i torturing myself with all of these high high things?... den i chiong wang lee hong and nearly died there hahaz.... i miss chunlam.... And hes back todae!!... so HALLO CHUNLAM!!
WELCOME HOME!!

After the Kbox thing... we went to BUGIS!!.... we went there shopping and eating....

Weiji missed kbox bcos he went back CJ... how dumb... anywayz we were waiting for him at bugis the edge there... at the bridge... qishuo came up wif "things" to talk abt... and laugh about... i really miss him... but i still can see him once in awhile so nvm...den suddenly i had a feeling that weiji is here so i went in wif wee chong and guess wad?!?!.... hes right there.... my intuition is so pro sometimes...

then we went eat eat eat.... play i vewi sick game that i kept losing and had to eat (ice cream + coke) 's foam with salt and pepper... 3 times... i did got diarrhea when i went home... i wonder............

Anywayz... after dinner we went back to the edge to look for weiji's outfit... i orginally found smthing nice at newbie... and he tot that was nice too... so i bot it first hahaz.... anywayz he found smthing else he liked so ok lor... everybody won!! YAY!

WE Gathering

We had a gathering wif the concert choirs on saturdae... not bad quite fun... although i was still quite sianz... its the JC thing lar.... jus thinking abt it makes me sian liaoz.... i got spearated from my family.... bcos they were hua-chi-ing and papa and ahma not there... so no one to tok to so i vewi sianz... lucky got junxian there... if not really no one to tok to... haiz~~~ The gathering was fun.. not bad... but my sianess just didnt made me high enough...

Church wif Ah Ma...

Ah ma asked us if we wanna go church... i tot its better than studyoing at home so ok lor... so i went church... hmm.. not bad.. quite fun... but my sianess is still there...
The ppl there are frenly... but they are a bit too enthu abt getting ppl to join church.... although seeing how tight they are idd made me a little tempted... i shall wait till after promos den decide ba...

Oh ya... when im blogging... means i got smthing to sae over the net... and ill be doing alot of these this few months...

HAPPY BIRTHDAE JANICE!!!! :)