Still Waiting...

The power of the people around you is indeed immense and strong... i haf decided to surrender and picked JC... well... now its a whole new style of anxiety to me... well anywayz... it cant be too bad...
My job is going well at furkids... except for that stupid huskey which left me 6 scratches for me to remember.... and its screams and howlings.. i think im suffering permament ear damage liao.... haiz... and all that for 3.50 an hour...
Anywayz... heyhey... i got my N70 todae... it works very well... havent jammed yet...and the picture quality of the 2 meg cam is very good... too bad cannot sae the same things for the VGA... kinda sux... alot of white spots...
AND... for bonus... i saw my sis's new Bf... not bad looking... at least better looking than his frienster picture... and he sounded pretty funny... but maybe haven quite woken up yet... i tot his jokes were pretty lame... but can sort of see hes a good person... well at least he finished NS and wont change for the worse thru the whole NS period...
Things are looking up in the weather... my frens are feeling alot better than results dae... and i feel alot better along with them too... and i really hope that things will really get better when i get into a JC... Just haf to wait for the postings to come out on March 3rd... den school reopen on March 6th... well.. at least for me...

My new slogan:... well actually i tot of it a few years back to make me feel better when im not feeling good and i think its still not bad...:: ITS GETTING BETTER EVERYDAE!!

12!!!... yes 12!!!

ive done what nobody could have expected!!! my l1r5 is onli 12.....!!!!!
English Language: A2 - i was expecting a B3 or 4.... hahahahaha
Com. Humans: A2 - i was expecting to fail this... iwrote greenland for ice land in SS somemore!!
E. Maths: A2 - Just i had expected!! But still veri happie!!!
A. Maths: B3 - I was expecting more than a C6 for this... but this is way over ... WOW!!
Physics: B3 - This is my onli regret... i hoped for an A2... but i got 4 to make me feel better!!
Chemistry: A2 - I was expecting a 1... but nevermind... still an A
Chinese: A1 - I knew this long long time ago... was afraid ill screw up but i didnt!!
L1R5: 12... but i plan to go poly anywayz so L1R4: 9!!! Single digit... 09!!! Wow!!!
Nobody could have imagine the shock and happiness i felt when seeing this!! my was laughing like crazy and shouting WOW WOW WOW... infront of my form teacher!! she even praised me!!! WOW... Den i really doubted is this result slip mine??... But IT IS!!! I Didnt even count and went screaming around my friends... i cant believe it!!! i got 5 As... i called my sister immediately and yelled like crazy in the corridor outside the hall... and i think i really made a lot of ppl feel bad ... den i saw some of my frens dat didnt did as well as me and got really sad... my vision was to be happy and play around with my frens but the mood was so sad around me... and it felt as if im the only one happy there... haiz....
den i went to plaza sing wif wee... he oso got 12 but he wasnt happy.... 2 main reason:
1) He was expecting an A1 for Che... but he got onli a 2....
2) 12 to him is not the best he could do... anywayz... hes staying at NYJC and can get 4 points cut...
den he was complaining to me... but i dun understand me... probably bcos me expectations were way l0ower den wad he was expecting.... My older cous even called me to ask for my results... and he was very happy with it!!! gotta thank him for tutoring my geog the last minute... it was a real lifesaver... but he keep telling me to go JC... but i dun like A level... and i really dun want to screw up my MT by having to read SAN GUO YAN YI...ETC.... dat really sucks....
My Parents were really proud with me... bcos of all my relatives... i think i had the best results... so my mum was damn proud!!! But now i in BIG BIG dilema... shud i go JC or Poly... i knw i really wanna go poly... but now it seems to many that its a waste to have a result like this and still go poly... and its simpler to get to U thru JC... but if i really work hard.. i shud be able to get thru to U thru Poly... haiz... its just so confusing.... and the my mood really sux now....